why?
because i want to wear crop tops confidently.
because i won’t look “pregnant”
because people like to think i’ll look good skinny.
because it’s scientifically proven than you’re treated better when you’re skinny.
because i want long, black, painted nails on a thin, dainty hand instead of my “sausage fingers”
because my long hair will flow down my thin, angelic frame.
because big glasses look cute on a small face.
because i could wear a sports bra in dance.
because i want to wear fishnets underneath ripped jeans.
because i want to be noticed.
because i want to feel confident & sexy around boys.
because i don’t want to be the fat one in the friend group anymore.
because i want to wear all the dresses hid away.
because i want to go swimming again.
because i don’t want to panic when i’m told to wear a leotard & tights.
because i want people to be shocked when i come back to school after the summer.
because i want to fucking love myself again.